I'm finding it difficult to deal with what normal life throws at me at the moment, as usually when something stressful happens I go run, and I keep running until I feel better! At the moment I find I am wallowing in things and feel like I can't get away from them.
Running really is my anti-depressant and I miss it like another person would miss popping pills! But I must stay positive and strong. I will get through this and probably look back and laugh at how unbearable I have been during my recuperation!
I am religiously doing the exercises prescribed by my sports physio although the ones using the resistance band are proving difficult for me. I will persevere and hopefully they will do me good!!
I have another follow-up appointment on Thursday, where he will do some more manipulation (Ouch) and hopefully I will see some more progress in my condition!
This evening I went to give blood for the third time. Last time I went I struggled for a couple of weeks afterwards with fatigue whilst running, and I was a bit dubious about going again if it was going to affect my own health and well being. However, when my appointment came through I decided to go since I am not running or exercising at the moment and it would be good to help someone else whilst feeling so useless! I was amazed at how quickly I was in, seen and out! Last time I had to wait over an hour even though I had an appointment. This time I was back home in half and hour, very efficient!
NOT a good combination - BEWARE! |
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